Butterfly Kiss

2010-05-23T01:12:00.002+08:00

Hi Blog! Oh no! The last update was 1 month ago! I was thinking of updating more frequently but........ -_-"
Hmm well, at least I am writing it now.

I've officially graduated from Singapore Polytechnic! My parents, together with my little brother and sis attended the ceremony. My parents came specially for my graduation although I was just gonna take a diploma instead of a degree (as I decided to stop studying for the time being and they were not really happy with this idea but they respect my decision). I was really happy that they came although I am just an ordinary graduand who didn't manage to get any award or diploma in merit. Simply touched! :D

Prof came to the ceremony too, despite his busy schedule. He met my parents in the ceremony. He said my parents are really proud of me. Of course! I am such a good daughter! Hahaha!

My parents were very surprised that prof is such a young doctor (same age as my mum!). All these while they have been thinking the doctor I am working with is 'old, bald or full of gray hair'! I wonder how they came out with such idea -_-"

I didn't get to take a group photo as I left early with my family. I have my reason of doing this. I know a group photo with those precious people in campus life is essential but I have calculated that the amount of time I spend with friends is more than my family. As a result, I took my parents to the IR, had some great time together, which was a rare opportunity.

As for my friends, I will meet them as often as possible! :D

Work has been busy but enjoyable. The patients are nice (although not all). The Indonesian patients tend to be more friendly to me and talked comfortably with me. Today, a cute old lady patient took a picture with me as she is going back to Indonesia tomorrow. I hope her vision will stabilize soon after cataract surgery and she can see better like what she always says "seeing the world". :)

Getting along so well with colleagues. After work, Elinn, Senpai and I will sit down and chat, as if we have known one another for a long time and laugh out laugh together. Rochelle joined us for lunch after half day of work today. Senpai shared with us many things which are useful in life. I have very few senpai-kind-of friends in my social circle, so they are not very commonly heard. Life will be very different as we grow older. I just hope time will pass slower... and there is always no enough time ):

I like the working environment except the lunch time. I still can't eat fast :( I hope I can improve in many many areas soon! Especially my English!! It has become worse! T_T

I gotta learn as much as I can within this 1 year. Though I am still uncertain about how future life will be, but I won't live in the past.

GOOD LUCK TO ME! :D

Where?

2010-04-20T11:00:00.003+08:00

Hey! Guess what? I am blogging at WORK! This is such a 1/10000 kinda chance. Erm, Well, I am not skiving, just taking a short break from writing so many letters. I am getting a little sleepy :/

Yeah. I am quite free for now because doctor is currently at Vienna and you know what? HE'S FREAKING STUCKED THERE! Because of the Icelandic eruption. Usually, I will be very busy.

Work's been great so far. Chee Wee is a very nice supervisor who teaches me, the slow, clumsy, blur, careless junior very patiently, Judith is also very helpful and fun to be with and Yu Min, my awesome junior, who has left though, but we had really great time together. I miss her! T_T

Proffessor is good too. I have many many things to learn from him. I am learning to be more discipline and efficient. I have to be more hardworking, fast, accurate and tasks oriented! I hope thoughout this year I will gain a lot of knowledge and be a better person. I need to be more INTELLIGENT!

Just phoned grandma. She is going back to Indonesia at noon. I am so gonna miss her! :'(

SHE ROCKS!

*Sigh* I am feeling so empty.

There is one word to describe me: W-E-A-K

Both physically, and mentally.

Where's Yuli?

2010-03-30T02:13:00.004+08:00

Not bad. Today, after visiting grandma at aunt's place, I managed to meet with the the GBBs poly friends for steamboat and sheesha (my 1st time).

I remember, one of them, I think it was Prem? Once told me that, I am very steady, always ready to hang out with them, the SCUMS, even I am the only girl. NO, REALLY, THEY ARE NOT! They are absolutely harmless and are a bunch of good young men.

Those guys, with advanced level sense of humour, always make me laugh very hard (everyone knows laughing out loud is very good for mental health right?). Whenever I have problems in life, I will open up to them. Okay, not all of them, but basically I am very comfortable getting along with them.

The GBBs people are the nice people that I met in poly life. Their brotherhood spirit is something to be learnt. They are straight forward, sincere, really fun to be with.

I hope I will have time to have gathering with friends like them. They really brighten up my days. I have been too depressed for the past few days 'cos of those nightmares. I hope everything's gonna be fine very soon.

CHEERS TO THE BROTHERS! :D

The Sixth Sense?

2010-03-26T01:10:00.004+08:00

Well, the title sounds like a movie right? Watched it before?

My life is like a movie since the Thailand trip. My mood's been like a roller coaster since then. Excitement, sad, angry, happy, peaceful, climax, etc. It's unusual for me.

It's holiday. I wanna enjoy myself fully but I can't. I mean, I keep having bad feelings and at the end bad things happened.

I wonder when will all these stop. I'm very scared. It's kinda spooky!

I suspect I have it. I hope I don't have it 'cos I DON'T WANNA HAVE IT! It's not fun, really.

I have nightmare every night. My nightmare is scary, I feel depressed. )':

I want it to end soon. I wanna get back to my normal life. SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME! )':

2010-03-03T15:33:00.003+08:00

I choose not to know everything so that I won't care so much! It's a selfish thought, I know, but this is the only solution for me to keep things peaceful and not making them worse~

My 2010 CNY

2010-02-17T23:01:00.012+08:00

Alright. I must say this year's so-so though I got to go back earlier instead of on the CNY's Eve and I did not have exam to worry about.

The major mistake I had made for this year CNY is I HAD MY HAIR REBONDED VERY LAST MINUTE SUCH THAT IT WAS SO FLAT THROUGHOUT THE CNY! As a result, I chose to stay at home most of the time. -_-"

While I was quite bored, I dug out some baby photos of mine. Then, I noticed my head has been very BIG since I was a baby! (like what John always says -_-")

I gave this 'stressful' pose picture to Eng Heng, as what he requested. There is a story behind this picture. LOL!

Hahahaha! This is so long ago! My family photo. Well, my head is still as BIG! About the same size as my dad's! -_-"

And of course, as usual we had our reunion dinner. This year, dad managed to get a lobster from his company. It was awesome! Very fresh! Basically the lobster was what I enjoyed the most. I could not really take pictures of the dinner as everyone did not really bother to take pictures and the weather was too WARM and my hair was really FLAT! RAHHH!

Well, actually there are a few pictures taken. Very few!

Only my little brother loves taking pictures! :)
Here comes my flat hair. Cannot really see right? Cos I tied it up.

On the very 1st day of CNY, there was a FIRE at my uncle's ship yard and ware house! About 5 AM in the morning. Everyone was very down. :(

However, this CNY still has to go on. So we visited our paternal and maternal grandmothers as usual.

LOL! Stupid face!

On the 2nd day, I did not gather with my old friends because of my flat hair. Anyway, I had a gathering with them during Christmas. So, I had picnic with family at the beach instead.

I bumped into my cousin, Ratna, and her boyfriend. Talked to her for a while, then, I saw my friend proposed to my neighbour. It was so crowded there. I guess next year I will see their wedding photos soon. So happy for them :)

I did nothing for the 3rd day but slacking at home. And at the 4th day I had to come back for FYP.

That's the end of my CNY in Indonesia. Very few pictures for this year and I will make sure more photos for next year! Hahaha!

GOOD LUCK TO ME! :D

The Short Weekends

2010-01-24T14:21:00.003+08:00

Woke up so late and felt really guilty, as if I have just wasted 1/4 of my day sleeping.

But I have fully recovered from the discomfort, H/A, sore throat after a long sleep.

I had such a short weekend this week. I had a mission on Friday, SHOPPING FOR CNY CLOTHINGS! With my sis.

Before meeting my sis, I went to Queensway with Bing Sheng and Kelvin to buy Yi Liang's present. I got cheated by a cashier! The pair of adidas shoes that Zi Wei, Janice and Pei Yu aimed at Suntec were actually for ladies but the cashier told me it's UNISEX! They didn't have UK size 10 so went to another shop to ask for bigger size and SO EMBARASSING cos I could sense that that kns guy (and I suspect his Oakley specs is FAKE 1) was laughing at me leh! -_-"

Alright. It's ok. He's a stranger anyway. After that headed to Orchard with Bing Sheng and met Dr Chua and Miss Sharon Chua in the train. THEY THOUGHT WE WERE DATING LO! -_-"

Then I told them, unless I have final stage of glaucoma, left with tunnel vision. HAHAHAH!

Dr Chua was laughing so hard. Hahaha! Ok ok.. I have to stop being so mean... Be a good girl ok?

I had a great 'harvest' on that day from Forever 21 at 313 and Far East.

And I had another haircut at Far East. The hairdresser said 'no cure' for my hair unless rebonding! T_T

I don't wanna rebond my hair anymore la! I dunno and I don't care! Live with it man! :(

Slept very late at Friday night and woke up very early for Saturday clinic at West Coast. SO TIRED LEH! And I only had 2 patients. While examining their eyes, I felt so cold cos I wasn't feeling well. :/

I have been sleeping 4 hours per day since last 2 weeks, that's why.

After the clinic went to church with Joseph, Kelvin and Jing Lan.

After that went to school to support Joseph and Janice's badminton competition.

After the competition went to Clementi celebrating Yi Liang's birthday.

Though really exausted, I felt really happy hanging out with my coursemates. 5 weeks to graduation. Time flies~

But now, I am really confused. I dunno whether I should go to uni or work for 1 year..

I have to answer Dr Au Eong by Wednesday I really can't decide~!

T_T

Cherish Your Life, Forgive and Show Loves!

2010-01-20T00:40:00.008+08:00

Woman Speaks Out After Husband Shoots Her In Face

Posted: 8:33 pm EST February 25, 2008Updated: 9:09 am EDT May 7, 2009

HOPEDALE, Ohio -- The injuries Connie Culp suffered on a late night in September 2004 are permanent. Her face is disfigured and she is blind after being shot in the face. By looking at her, the injuries are obvious.

The life-changing shot shattered her jaw, cheek and nose.It all happened during an attempted murder-suicide outside the OK Corral in Hopedale, Ohio.

Culp's husband Thomas, shot her in the face from just eight feet way, then turned the gun on himself. Both survived.Now, years later, Culp is back in her home adjusting to a new lifestyle. After being released from the hospital, she spent time in two personal care homes and underwent 20 surgeries!! to repair her face, but she still can’t smell or smile.

After surgery,

Now that she’s back at home, she has a new friend: Baby Girl, her dog that helps her around. She’s also learning a lot on her own. She’s taught herself braille, plus has gadgets like talking calculators and special serving cups to help her get through the day.

Culp doesn’t like anything to get in her way.

“Keep motivated; don’t sleep your life away -- that could have happened. I could be depressed. I’m not. It takes more than a gunshot to take my (explicit) out," she said.

When it came to talking about the night of the shooting and the man who did it, Culp didn’t hold back much.

“Do you ever have directed frustration or anger is what I’m trying to ask,” said NEWS9’s Shelby Zarotney

.“Oh, yeah. I wouldn’t be human if I didn’t. I forgive him, but I have to go on you know?” answered Culp.

“There will be a day when he’s released from prison,” Zarotney said, but was quickly stopped.

“We don’t want to go there, OK?” replied Culp.During Thomas Culp’s sentencing in April 2005, she not only alluded to the fact that she will forgive, she also said she would possibly take her husband back.

When asked that question this time, she answered, “I don’t regret any of that. I’ll always love him. He was my first love.”

Thomas Culp remains in jail and isn’t expected to be released until 2012, when his seven-year sentence will be complete.

Source: http://www.wtov9.com/news/15408240/detail.html

Life is precious. Some people are trying their best to survive despite the damn difficulties they are facing. From this article, I learn that no matter what kind of lives we have, it will be all under our control. How we see our lives, how we handle our lives, it's all up to us.

So, don't sleep your lives away. If you are sick, go and see doctor and don't take 6 Panadols! HAHAHAH! Drive carefully, don't risk too much and most importantly, cherish what we have, love what we have.

My Top 3 Life Problems

2010-01-14T19:43:00.002+08:00

My No.1 life problem = PUNCTUALITY!

I've been haunted by this problem since young. I am sure I am a very good student. I don't cause many troubles in school BUT, I went to detention classes because I always late. I got me demerit points because I was late. My punctuality level is probably just 2%.

However, I am trying really really hard to change it. I hope I can succeed. WISH ME LUCK!

My No.2 life problem = Mood swing

It's very serious. I almost lost a few friends 'cos of this. And my sister cannot stand me. I even upset my parents 'cos of this. But I really can't control it. No solutions found for the time being. Sigh!

My No.3 life problem = CONSTIPATION!

This problem has been with me since I was a baby. My mum said my face always turned green when doing 'big business'.

I always eat veggie, fruits regularly and drink as much water as I can but doesn't seem to do much help. I even tried the massage that I learned from mum. It's effective for her but not for me! :(

No more solution to solve this. I dunno what to do to it anymore.

In summary, there is nothing else I can say but THIS IS TOO MUCH!

Cry out, express out, and move on!

2009-12-30T23:38:00.007+08:00

Today, I cried alone in the train. Why am I doing this again!?!? Cos I'm useless!

It's really depressing when the effort of my hard work is not being recognized. Missing my friend's burial ceremony, reducing number of days going back to Indonesia, the effort of staying up overnight reading the journals till morning, who can understand my difficulties? When ppl don see it and experience it, ppl don understand..

Ya.. No choice. Who ask me being born with such level of intelligence and so SLOW! such tat even how hard I work for the FYP, my contributions will be just that minimal!

"these information r not relevant, smoke machine, dunno about stats, do u even know what we r talking about? can u say sth more useful?, u've done a good job for 'Data Collection', hmmm... Good contribution!"

Nobody's gonna listen to ur ideas when U'r stupid. Ppl will conclude them as 'another rubbish again' and don even bother to listen to u. But I shouldn't blame others cos I deserve the harsh comments that I regard them as jokes. oh but I AM THE JOKE! Jokes r not stupid but I AM STUPID!

Alright. Everyone might think that I am being too sensitive cos those are just the jokes to brighten up the stressful FYP meetings. But have anyone imagine that, the serious and hard work I put in for the project are being joked around? And all those jokes really demoralised me. I actually don mind initially but there is a limit to it.

A recent online conversation with Maina: c'mon! Don jus keep praising me.. U r also a hardworking n responsible person. U'll be successful in future.

Really?

Hard work n persreverence can really pay off? Can contribute more to FYP?

But not in my case cos I AM STUPID!

The level of stupidity has reached the extent when I wanna express my ideas about the report I couldn't even explain well. This is what we call STUPID!

I always think that I'm blessed with 3 very good FYP teammates. I really enjoy working with them BUT MY STUPIDITY SCREWED IT! My hard work and contribution don seem to be recognised anymore! I always late, I cant produce better ideas, I always leave early, my laptop is useless, having me in a group is so unfortunate!!!

Oh, don worry man, as long as u work hard, u will succeed, ur hard work will pay off, u can do it, rajin pangkal pandai.

BULL SHIT!

Stupid means stupid. Useless means useless! Nothing can be done.

Bye bye, Kai Xin

2009-12-22T01:57:00.005+08:00

This is Kai Xin. She is a very nice friend of mine. On 21st December morning, she left us. We are all very sad. This is very sudden.

I did go back to my hometown but couldn't make it for her wake. The burial was on Wednesday morning but I reached in the evening...

I will always remember her voice, her bubbly self, her laughter and everything about her.

May her rest in peace~

Good bye~

2009-12-13T23:05:00.005+08:00

NO MORE BRACES! :D

But wearing retainer is very troublesome~

Well, MST's over. I screwed my most important paper because I overslept and didn't have time to do well. The paper started at 8.30 am and I woke up at 8.20 am, after Kellyn phoned me! :(

THIS IS BECAUSE I SET THE ALARM TO THE TIME I PLANNED TO WAKE UP BUT I DID NOT ON IT!

T_T

It's ok. I really gotta get it over.

Plans for holiday:

FYP
Save money
Settle some technical problems
Christmas shopping
Guitar
My 4th language
etc

These are my 'choleric' plans. I have some 'sanguine-ic' plans as well :)

This is gonna be another busy holiday.

AJA AJA FIGHTING! :D

2009-11-28T22:28:00.003+08:00

Hello! Long time no blog!

Well, I haven't been doing fine recently. Everything just doesn't go well.

Firstly, it's my boyfriend, FYP again! I'm not gonna elaborate about it. Grrr!

Next, I AM HAVING THE RASHES THAT NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY NOT TO SCRATCH THEY JUST REFUSE TO GO AWAY! Worse, I lost the medicine that doctor prescribed to me. I DON'T HAVE TIME TO SEE DOCTOR AGAIN!

Here are the photos.

They are disgusting, aren't they!? I have to endure all those itchiness, redness, pain, photophobia, tearing bla bla bla WHATEVER ALL THOSE SHITS ARE! PECKCHEK! %#@$&*!

Lastly, I'm SO BROKE! I have really a lot a lot a lot of birthday celebrations and presents to spend on. I have just calculated that I spend around ~$1000 for friends' birthdays each year! No wonder I always complain "NO O-K-A-N-E!"

Despite all these stupid unfortunate events, I will still STRIVE HARD FOR MY HAPPINESS!! WATCH ME, YOU BAD LUCK! I'M GONNA FIGHT WITH YOU!

2009-11-04T15:50:00.005+08:00

I miss the feeling of high endorphine level running in my body. Come to think about it, the last time I had this feeling is so long ago, yes, very long ago.

Dreams are gone, accomplishment no more. It has reached the point until I can't think of anything else but dragging and dragging and dragging, everyday, till I find that little bit of simplicity.

"It's either losing your life or losing your love"

There is someone out there, few years ago, screwed my campus life. I mean, TOTALLY SCREWED! But today, I added her in facebook. I have forgiven her. I think I should have done this long ago~

Stop looking back and look forward!

2009-11-02T00:01:00.003+08:00

I've written the letter to the principal to confirm the withdrawal of the course. I will have to think of what are the next things I need to do for Yusdi.

Of course, everything has to move on. I have to keep my mindset positive. Yes! I mean, this is the life man! I have to withstand whatever obstacles that come to me. Even alone. I can do it man!

JIAYOU TO ME MAN! :D

Alright! After all the hay wires, I've gotta fix my chaotic life. Such as:

Yusdi (top priority)
SCHOOL! (Especially clinic duties, projects and my DAMN BOYFRIEND = FYP! Which costs me #@$%^*%# of time and ruined my holiday! -_-")
GUITAR GUITAR AND GUITAR! (self practise at home)
My 4th language
OCBC
Kajiao Starhub for changing my student plan to normal PV100! THIS IS TOO MUCH!
SAVE UP SAVE UP AND SAVE UP! If I see the sign 'SALE' I will close 2 eyes. I mean TWO EYES! NOT JUST ONE EYE OK! zzzz
Adjust my eating habit back to normal so that to stop my eating disorder
Exercise at least 3 times a week, with Yusdi of course
Have sufficient rest. I've got dark circles around my eyes now :(

Yeah. Due to rest insufficiency, I look haggard, like wad Banana always says: Butsu, you look so chui nowadays!

So, I am gonna settle my haggard look now!

The key is: TIME MANAGEMENT!

And, POSITIVE ATTITUDE!

OMG! I REALLY NEED TO SLEEP NOW! 12.28 AM! GOSH! *panicked*

SLEEP EARLY SLEEP EARLY SLEEP EARLY SLEEP EARLY SLEEP EARLY SLEEP EARLY SLEEP EARLY SLEEP EARLY SLEEP EARLY SLEEP EARLY SLEEP EARLY SLEEP EARLY SLEEP EARLY SLEEP EARLY SLEEP EARLY SLEEP EARLY SLEEP EARLY SLEEP EARLY SLEEP EARLY SLEEP EARLY SLEEP EARLY SLEEP EARLY SLEEP EARLY SLEEP EARLY SLEEP EARLY SLEEP EARLY SLEEP EARLY SLEEP EARLY SLEEP EARLY SLEEP EARLY SLEEP EARLY SLEEP EARLY SLEEP EARLY SLEEP EARLY SLEEP EARLY!

2009-10-04T03:01:00.004+08:00

I have been with grandma for the past few days and stayed over at Bedok with her.

In the morning I went jogging with Jonathan and Jia Jun 'cos they live nearby. This was planned by Qian Yi but she ps-ed us last minute -_-"

Anyway, I felt so good jogging with old friends that hardly meet one another :)

Sad to say, I was sick again. All my tasks was disrupted, FYP visits, dental appointment, FYP meeting, etc.

This chronic illness of mine is getting more and more serious. I was told that it cannot be cured anymore. Why must I get inherited of all these stupid stuff! T_T

Fortunately, it's not life threatening.

So, chill man! *meditating*

I watched TV with grandma, about World War 2. It was really cruel of those Japanese soldiers for killing and torturing so many people. She told me she was still a child when all those happened in Indonesia and life was really tough when the Japanese was trying to conquer South East Asia.

Then I told her I am learning Japanese Language. She said, it's ok. It's a good self enrichment. Let bygones be bygones.

She asked me to study well and be a 'zai' multilingual.

My grandma is so forgiving. She's an ANGEL! :)

I am quite happy of what's happened today. He finally laughed. I mean, really laughed happily while cracking a dry joke :)

Out of the blue, I thought back, I realised that I spend a lot of time being alone. I travel alone. I do FYP alone. I eat lunch alone. I eat dinner alone. I go shopping alone.

Somehow, I am getting to like this lonely feeling. So peaceful~

Is this good or bad?

Phobia 2

2009-09-25T00:22:00.008+08:00

Today, Yusdi and I went to the supreme court for documents collection. After that we toured around at the Coleman Street, did nothing and waiting for Banana to join us for movie after her swimming crap. LOL~ We delayed the movie because of her ok! Haha!

We watched Phobia 2 at Marina Square GV and walked around to pass the time.

I thought that would be some people screaming when watching horror movie at the cinema. HOWEVER, I APPEARED TO BE THE ONLY PERSON OF THE WHOLE THEATER WHO WAS SCREAMING THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE DAMN MOVIE! Kinda embarrassing huh? I think it's quite scary but Yusdi and Banana said it's okay.

Guess I've become more timid over time. -_-"

Anyway, I'm so in love with the soft toys at the arcade near by. But I am sure I won't be able to catch any of them. They're so cute ok! Especially this cat here.

>.<

I also like this bear that holds a guitar <3>

Finally, she reached with her painful sun burn. She became PISANG BAKAR (a type of Indonesian food) Hahaha!

Stupid faces! :D

After the movie, we thought of going to have our dinner at Hong Kong Cafe but we were too full after eating those chips and chocolates.

It's not that those chips and chocolates are filling, but I think watching horror movie with disgusting, bloody parts while eating is so not appetizing -_-"

Alright, off to bed. See ya~

SUSAN! :D

2009-09-23T00:49:00.006+08:00

Susan's back to Singapore! I'm so happy to see her again! :D

I know Susan from my secondary school. She no longer stays in Singapore. It's such a rare chance for us to meet her up again, together with Yi Ting, Dianna and Hui Li.

Susan is hot tempered. During my secondary school time, I would get upset with her because of her temper. But she is a really nice friend. She is very nice to all her friends.

I miss those times! I enjoyed the time together with her, having steam boat in her house, playing at Sentosa. Today was like going back to secondary school time.

Also, she is prettier now! SHE HAS SHRUNK ABOUT HALF OF HER SIZE!! I wonder how she made it. OMG!

We had our dinner and chatted a lot. We were talking about school, love life and oh ya! Susan's so into horoscope now. She kept discussing with us and Yi Ting couldn't stand her. HAHAHAHA!

Yea. I know I look shocked. LOL...

It was so enjoyable!

I hope to have another outing with her again before she going back to China. I should leave one day for her. Nowadays I'm so occupied by school stuff and younger brother.

Susan is loved <3

See ya!

I finally have my movie partner

2009-09-18T02:06:00.008+08:00

Everytime I wanna watch some movies that caught my eyes with my group of friends, it will end up missing those movies :(

At those time, I would think that that will be nice if I have a boyfriend to watch movies with me. Just like what my mum always tells me.

But NOW, I have my younger brother staying with me and he loves movies too. He is my movie partner now. So, I still can enjoy my singlehood lo! hahahah!

After my FYP in school, we went watching 'Aliens in The Attics' at Vivo with my 2 nieces. They are very lively little girls. They were so happy 'cos the movie's hillarious. Worth watching :)

On the way

Lunch

After the movie, we went to my cousin's house for dinner and played with my nephew, Javier, 8th month cute baby with only 2 gigi! OMG! HE IS SO CUTE LA!

He loves listening to Poker Face by Lady Gaga and was singing the 'ow ow ow' part. So funny! :D

Hmmm.. What a long tiring day. I still have to do some stuff regarding school admission for Yusdi. Oh ya! I have to plan some activities for him too....

See ya!

2009-09-16T02:09:00.008+08:00

2 hours ago was my sis' birthday.

I bought a cake for her and gave her a gift. I planned a birthday surprise for her but she said she was gonna celebrate with her friends, so aiya, nevermind. As long as she is happy.

I went back to Indonesia. I had alotta FOOD! All very nice! Hahahah! My cousin-in-law, Jenny drove us to many makan places. It was so nice of her :)

I went dining with my family at our favorite place, 'Pondok Kuring'. MY MUM'S TOO MUCH OK! She said something mean! >:(

We sat at a long table. Dad, Mum and me, sitting at one side, my two younger brothers and sis were sitting at another side.

Then, casually I said,
Me:Wow! This side all adults and that side all kids! Hahahaha! *trying to be funny but failed*
Mummy said: Ya ya! Now you're 21, big deal huh!? Never even seen you bring any boyfriend home or what. Cheh!
Me: What the! .......

Pressure! -_-"

Anyway, spending time with my family is so SHIOK ah!

Aiya! Mummy didn't fix her hair.

The car became too small for us. All grown bigger!

JJ's so much better now. Too bad he still cannot eat sea food :/

Due to the FYP, I couldn't go back for too long. *sigh*

It was tiring after reaching Singapore, and I realised I was sick. No wonder I couldn't eat anything.

My younger brother, Yusdi's gonna continue his education in Singapore. Thus, for now, I put him as my first priority.

Also, I CUT MY HAIR SHORT! :'(

Kinda regret, it's just shoulder length but I've never cut my hair till this short. I think I was a bit insane. I even went shopping for over hundred dollars for some stupid stuff. -_-"

Yuli, please stop your impulsive buying so that in future you still have food to eat. YOU'RE SPENDING TOO MUCH LA!!!!! zzzzz

2009-08-27T00:41:00.001+08:00

How I wish that the person who is in great pain on the bed now is myself.

My heart is so painful :(

Yes. I am homesick. But this is such a ridiculous way to be with my family.

Once again, this is too much!

Prem's birthday celebration

2009-08-22T10:32:00.020+08:00

Prem's birthday celebration! (Y)

Jeff asked me on MSN whether I wanna join them, they were going for a drink and play cards. Initially I didn't wanna join because I neither drink nor play cards.

After second thought, I decided to join them, since it is our third year. I guess we will have less chance to meet each other once we graduate.

So, I am cherish every moment with my friends now :D

I went to school in the morning for my FYP, after departed with Zi Wei, I went to meet them. And I was a little late, as usual. -_-"

I drank beer, I think the name of it is Barron or something like that, during the card games. I think I am really a lousy drinker. I drank probably half a bottle and I felt that I was 30% drunk. I reached home and took a shower (30 mins compare to the usual 45 mins to 1 hr) and totally collapsed onto my bed! I was very giddy @.@

During the game, I remember I set a very clever rule for Prem: If he scolds any vulgarity, he must drink.

And yes, he's screwed. He realised that the words of his mouth are really vulgar. HAHAHA!

Prem and the BOSS!
Our rock star, NEH!!!

Jia Sheng helped to buy the cake.

This is how Powerful Choleric cuts his cake. And Kelvin WAS POURING THE BEER INTO ONE OF THE CANDLE HOLES! This is too much! -_-"

Brotherhood!

It was so fun chilling out with the BROTHERS!

Such a pity Ameer, Ethel, SONG HUI(I forgot to add until Jeff reminded me. =/) and John did not get to join us. May be next time? Heh...

Here to wish Prem an advance HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

*cheers~

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I woke up in the morning and saw a lot of miss calls SMS-es. Mostly from the subjects of contact lens study.

One of the SMS-es is to scold me, for not answering her call.

Sigh.. This is not the first time.

Let's say if you are having clinic, or your mobile phone is dead, can you still answer any phone call? I did not do it on purpose right? If I can answer of course I will answer them. But my ability for this thing is till there. I have already done my best to assist as many subjects as I could.

Because of this, I keep getting scolded by strangers for nothing. They mistaken me as clinician who is gonna check their eyes but I DID NOT EVEN TELL THEM I AM 1! I AM JUST A STUDENT HELPER WHO IS KIND ENOUGH TO HELP MY LECTURERS TO CONTACT PEOPLE! I kept emphasizing on 'MY LECTURER MY LECTURER MY LECTURER' and they still think it's me waiting for them to come and lemme check. -_-"

This is too much! (Y)

I feel so innocent T_T

Lemme take it as a learning experience.

FML

2009-08-19T01:12:00.003+08:00

I just talked to him and found out his condition got worse! He has stopped taking his medicines. No wonder.

He did not want to tell his mother because he doesn't want her to worry. He did not know that w/o his medication, his condition will get worse.

So I told him. He said he will take them.

From the conversation, I found out that the problem has started since few years back, but no one noticed.

Neither did I. But I couldn't do much. Because I am in Singapore.

I know everyone has been telling me I became so unhappy due to my personality, I care too much.

But HE IS MY BROTHER!

After talking to him, he thanked me. He said: Thanks ah ce! You have been very rational since young. I cannot be like you.

I replied: NO! Nothing to do with that. It's how you balance up your life. Don't you think that you can be 100X better than me!?

He kept saying: I dunno. Don't try to make me happy~

I was just saying the truth. He is a smart kid!

But trust me, it's just a matter of time. You can be so much better than me. Our difference is 'attitude'.

I will help you. I will protect you. All I need is, TIME and DIRECTIONS.

2009-08-18T21:44:00.004+08:00

This post, especially for my lecturer, Mr Sean Lee.

While taking cab to Japanese lesson, I happened to see this advertisement. By the way, I KNOW HOW TO READ CHINESE! HAHAHA!

To Yuliana: Oi! Envy or not!? You are having such a hard time learning KANJI! MWAHAHAHA!!

I'm always 25! What is this man!!!?!?!? This kinda words only will come out from Mr Lee's mouth!

Now Mr Lee has got a hope towards this dream already. Just take Zell-V Platinum. But please don't overdoze.

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHH!

Oh my God! I'm so bad.

This is too much! :/

2009-08-16T00:31:00.007+08:00

Everytime Zi Wei calls me, we can have few hours of phone conversation. This is really too much that we're separated into different classes!!! -_-"

Actually, we were saying that, our split up is not exactly a bad thing. In my new class, I became closer to Esther and Kellyn. They have many things that I can learn from them. Not forgetting about Jeffery and Prem. Prem is someone that I dunno why I can share my problems with him and I really respect him although HE ALWAYS USES NEGATIVE COMMENTS ON ME LIKE FAT MORRON OR THINGS LIKE THAT! HAHAHAHAH! Jeffery is someone that, without him, your life will be so dull and not interesting. His sense of humour never fail to make me laugh! :D

Then Zi Wei was asking what I have learnt from her for the past year 2 years. I told her that, because of her, I lower down my life expectation by quite a lot. I was expecting too high on myself and towards others in the past. But because of herI realised that, I should learn to be happy and contented for what I have. If not I will be so much stressful!

But her response was: WHAT THE HELL! IS THAT A COMPLIMENT!?!?!? AM I THAT SLACK!?

HAHAHA!

It sure is a compliment. She and her positive attitude is really something great to learn from :)

Nowadays, I spend less than 3 minutes in the toilet. I MISS HER LA!! >.<

This is too much~

2009-08-15T00:38:00.003+08:00

I read Kellyn's and Esther's blog. I found out actually it's good to express out our deep thoughts in the blog. All this while, I've been blogging about events, photos, jokes, anger and sorrow (when I couldn't take it and need to express out). I just discovered that, there are more meaningful stuff to blog about other than those.

Sometimes, I find it hard to express my feelings. I might appear to be jovial, a story teller who tells everyone every single detail of my life. But frankly speaking, those are just superficial. I find it difficult to express my deep feeling out.

I found out how my friends appreciate my presence and blog about it. I am so happy reading those deep thoughts from them. I was wondering why I am so embarrass of expressing them out.

I am brought up in a family that does not show a lot of emotions. My parents love me, but they never hug me, kiss me, never say they love me (I learnt that it is good to show them in a family). They don't show the love to us but instead they like to scold -_-" HAHAHA! But I can feel the love from them :)

May be this is one of the reasons I can hardly tell any of my friend that, 'Hey, I really appreciate you being such a good friend of mine' or telling my sis that 'Hey, thank you for being such a good sister of mine' or telling my mum that 'Mummy, I love you so much' or telling my dad that ' Papa, I'm so lucky to have a father like you'. Instead, I would try to hide such feeling from them. Siao right!? Haiyo...

Now, I am thinking that, isn't it great to receive such words from our loved ones?

Zi Wei told me about it before. But I did not really pay much attention to it.

I have just commented in Kellyn's entry, Esther, Kellyn and Me are combination of different temperaments that produce pleasant outcome. Isn't it amazing?

I appear to be older than the rest in school and initially, I find it difficult to be 'all out' to them 'cos I thought there will be gap between us due to AGE. I thought, "Sigh... I don't think I will get along so well with them. They are still so young. Their thinking sure different from mine". BUT I WAS SO WRONG! Although my friends are younger, but they are really nice friends.

Every morning, I wake up early and drag myself to school. At the moment I see my friends, I feel warmth and for no reason, I feel happy (provided I am not in bad mood la! HAHAHAH!)

But well, we don't show it face to face right?

So, I wanna tell my friends that, I really love them. My Absolute Girlfriends, my DOPT friends, my SPG friends. You people are important to me, my energy of life.

For those friends I hardly see (different schools, changed class, did not promote to year 3, and many many more causes!!), I really miss them. I can't possibly name them one by one. There are too many. Hahaha!

I wanna thank Eng Heng for seeing me as a special one and Kellyn ting ting ting ting's blog for enlightening me :D

Well, showing love really works well.

Like my younger brother, Yusdi. He has been fooling around since young. He thinks he is useless, so just let him be useless.

Now, he's different. My mum doesn't use 'scolding' anymore. We show concern to him. I talked to him, giving some advices and sharing my life experience with him.

I am surprised that he has changed. He is starting to plan about his future. He is gonna further study and go for his goal.

All we need to do now is: showing love to him :)

Just keep in mind that, this life is full of loves, despite all the difficulties and problems I am having~

CHEERS! <3

2009-08-14T22:24:00.003+08:00

HAHAHAHA!

Blog address changed!

So into this phrase now. All influenced by the SPG people. -_-"
Hahahaha!

OK. New changes, new age, new stage of life (but the look still not new :/). Gotta change for the better.

First step that I need to change, which is my greatest life problem: PUNCTUALITY!!!

In the area of personality, I discovered more about myself. I will try to improve myself, step by step.

Thanks Matthew for the book :)

Sad story for the day:
Great Uncle has passed away in New York. Received this news from aunty in MSN. I hope he rest in peace. Our deepest condolence. God bless you~

2009-06-08T01:50:00.003+08:00

*sigh*

Getting more and more 'sotong' and disorganised. There are so many uncompleted missions! I feel sick!

I have to make new keys as I lost them again (IT'S THE FOURTH TIME WITHIN 2 MONTHS!)
I have to get a new phone (urgent!)
I have to get an ipod
I have to get a classical guitar
I have to clear all the bloody PROJECTS (also urgent!)
I have to settle the FYP screening of all subjects asap (very urgent!)
I have to update my wardrope 'cos my clothings are really CMI!
I have to get a new wallet 'cos the current one has torn
I have to settle the problem of my hard disk! *pissed*
I have to settle my HP mini 'cos it's really lag and sag now yet I don't even know why!
I have to get a bulb from IKEA for the table lamp
I have to get an extended wire
I have to get my pay which was suppose to get it last year but I forgot to take
I have to read the journals and articles for my FYP (I REALLY NEED TO START READING NOW!)
I have to practise my guitar. REALLY HAVE TO!
I have to start preparing for my Japanese course
I have to settle the online banking stuff 'cos I forgot the ID and password! -.-
I have to get 2 pairs of reading glasses
I have to learn to SLEEP EARLY!
Oh ya! I haven't mopped the floor! zzzzzzzzz

SEE?

What the hell! I am really a bloody sotong!

I am such a disorganised person now! Poor time management! ARGHHHHH!!!

I MISS MY HELLO KITTY ORGANISER! AFTER LOSING IT I FIND MYSELF SO USELESS!!!

I really am thinking too much........... *pissed*

I wanna sleep now. Holiday has started yet I STILL GO TO SCHOOL EVERYDAY! *&#@^#&*^#!

OKOK! Enough of whining! BYEBYE HOR!

2009-05-06T13:06:00.017+08:00

BLOG'S REVIVED!

-.-
I'm really lazy to blog. But this post is rather impotant because it's about my 2 sisters who've just turned 21! And it's a VERY LATE post. =/

28th April 2009 = Dianna's 21st birthday

I made a birthday card for her. It's the second 1 because I lost the 1st 1 -.-

She loves it! =D

The celebration was at the Marche

Poor Zi Wei! She had clinic in the morning. She was half-sianned with her clinic outfit. FORMAL WEAR! Who the hell will like to wear it for such occasion!

A photo frame of memories

Next, Christina's!

On the 1st May 2009 (a labour day)= Christina's 21st birthday.

She booked a chalet at Aloha Loyang. HOWEVER, due to the swine flu, the government took over the whole place, after our 1st night there. We were all chased away. At the end, the celebration's held at her house.

Thank you Lester for helping us with the video.

The BBQ

Chris's darling. Hahaha

The long lost friend, Amanda!

Christina: It's so much more tiring than my training!

The birthday girl cried.

Woohoo! HAPPY ENDING!

Next one will be me.

How I wish my family will be here for me like Christina. Hmmm.. Getting home sick.

Alright. That's all. I shall continue with my FYP. But I feel like sleeping *yawns*

When will be the next update? Well, let's see. ;)

BYE~

2009-03-14T20:51:00.004+08:00

Oh man! My this blog here is really undergoing the chemical reaction called 'DECOMPOSITION'! Here I am to update it.

Yeah.. Everyone in Optometry is having ITP. NO HOLIDAY!!!!! T_T

Luckily mine is OITP, such that I'm gonna leave Singapore tomorrow afternoon. Mummy's just phoned me. She asked me to be careful and not to go out at night.

I've been very busy since exam period. No rest! =( Luckily still managed to have fun with my girlfriends! =D *lazy to upload photos*

Supposed to watch movie yesterday but .... stupid! -.- I'm not gonna mention it anymore...

Fortunately, I have Zi Wei to shop with me like QUEENS! Hohoho~ The two emo shopping queens though. The sad thing is, we're looking for formal wear for clinics. I hate wearing formal wear. I look like some korean granny T_T

In school, I was told that I can suddenly become quiet sometimes. Wan Fen said I look very fierce. I thought I was just being serious.

Occasionally, I really feel very down, emo and don't feel like talking but still manage to force myself to laugh and joke like an idiot. Recently, when I wanna be quiet I really quiet down, don't wanna conceal it anymore. I guess the surrounding friends are not very comfortable to it. I dunno what to do. This feeling's taking control of me.

So many things happened. Stress are pilling up, getting more and more depress and keep thinking the negative stuff day after day.

I'm lost.

I guess I really need a long break... Or may be I am homesick.

Bye, Singapore. All the best to me~

2009-02-05T12:31:00.009+08:00

Oh this post! I saved as draft and didn't publish. Hehe!

Basically just about the CNY. It's an unreasonably short but I tried to make this festive season sweet and memorable. I didn't get to meet up some old friends but gathering with family is
'SHIOK'! =D

With my lovely Yusdi!

They are 'tiny HUNKS'! XD

Devin's cheeky~!

My little nyonya's!

@ my house.....

Heavy workloads ahead! =.=

BUSY BUSY BUSY..........

2009-01-05T22:06:00.002+08:00

Muted.

(I have some pictures of my outing to upload but I'm too tired. *yawns*)

Cya *yawns*

Oh ya! By the way,

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY TO MY CUCKOO YOUNGER BROTHER YUSDI!!!

We had the celebration in advance during Christmas though. Hehe..

I wish you get fatter, more handsome, more hardworking day by day. =D

CHEERS!

2009-01-01T19:05:00.006+08:00

This is not a very nice beginning of my 2009

At the very last day of 2008, I suffered from fever AGAIN (3x in such a short period of time). The countdown party with my girlfriends that initially planned was cancelled. I feel really bad about that.

And today, I'm too sick to go visit my grandma and I can't bring Yusdi for 'jalan-jalan'. All I did was sleeping throughout the 1st Jan 2009. Basically, I'm just emo-ing at home.

I'm feeling so useless. I didn't expect this bloody fever will stop me from doing so many things. It's just a waste of time. mood spoiler.

My stupid sis told my mum that I'm sick. What the hell! -.-

As I was sleeping, My mum called me:
(Note: The actual conversation is not in English)

Me: Oh Hello, Ma! (I tried to sound normal)

Mum: You are having fever AGAIN right!?

Me: Wah! How'd you know?

Mum: Your sis told me. GO AND SEE DOCTOR!
(I heard my dad beside the phone and telling me to see doctor)

Me: Er.. Today's new year's eve. I wonder if the clinic's opened full day. Later I'll go down and see.

Mum: If not go to KK, 24 hours. OMG! Why do you keep falling sick nowadays? I'm worried that you'll get your tifus again. The second time will be worse.

Me: Oh ya! I've forgotten about that. Ok. I'll go down and see doctor right now.
(I was really weak and tired to leave my bed, but, no choice. Mum's order)

Mum: You gotta drink more water and rest more. Don't tire yourself further.

Me: Hahaha! Ok ok. I'll be fine. Don't worry. It's just small problem. I won't die. Confirm will recover very soon. Hehe! I've drunk a lot of water.

Mum: *sigh* Ok. Go and see doctorvright now and eat more. Eat your med and rest well.

Me: Ok ok. I'm getting up now.

Mum: Ok. Be careful. Bye bye.

Me: Don't worry. I'm very ok. Hehe... Byebye.

I sounded so cheerful, but my parents're so worried. (Of course! ços they're my parents!) Stupid sis! KAY POH! -.-

I went to see doctor and he said I might need a blood test, worried that something's wrong with my immune system. I tried drinking a lot of water and eating nutritious food even w/o appetite. I just wanna recover asap.

After seeing doctor, mum called me again. I complained to her I couldn't go for the countdown party. So pathetic, right? *sigh*

I was shocked when I coughed blood out and lost 2 kgs within 1 day. Later, I found out it's normal. My sis, who always falls sick also experienced this before.

I didn't ask for MC from the doctor. I'll still go to school tomorrow. But I can't send Yusdi off. So depress. *sigh* I didn't spend much time with him this holiday. SAD!

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Alright! Enough of that. It's flash back time. I had a busy yet fruitful holiday. I worked, went overseas and SPENT MY X'MAS WITH MY BELOVED FAMILY! The schools in Indonesia are having holiday too. So they came to Singapore for holiday. Although just a few days but still SHIOK!

However, it's not easy for such a big group of us to move around in such a crowded holiday period. We didn't really go to many places and not easy to take many photos with them. We went to Sentosa but it was SO CROWDED! Even buying a drink we need to queue for very long. WTH!

Picnic @ Sentosa.

Eating 'dian xin'

This is taken at home. Devin is mischieving again. The pregnant cousin and the 'pregnant' nephew(soccer ball beneath his shirt) Hahaha! And he acted really like a pregnant boy. He's so cheeky! Look at his face! Haha!

2009's not started very well but I hope good things will happen ahead. Tomorrow will be a better day! Cheers!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

2008-12-12T00:47:00.004+08:00

Hi again! The blog's revived! =D

Sorry readers for not updating for so long. Both of my lappies are really lag!

Have been very busy recently. I did not go home for a few days. After the last paper of MST(which I really screwed most of the papers especially those important 1s! -.-), I went to Malaysia with my mum, my cousin-in-laws and my cousin. After came back to Singapore, I had a FEVER, again, for the second time within a month. *sigh* Weak!

Lemme update some stuff about the birthday celebration of Qian Yi. She's finally 20! Hahahaha!

We bought her a very cool chicken! When we press the tummy and let the air out of the mouth, it'll scream! We took the video of it crying over the chicken wings and half eaten drumstick which is so hillarious! Well, it's kinda internal though. Anyway, we enjoyed ourselves very much! =D

She loves it, doesn't she? Haha!

Lovey dovey!

Oh man! I haven't sent the rest the photos yet. Hmmm... Well, gonna send them ASAP. I'm meeting Zi Wei and Jordon to run at Bedok stadium. Hehe! SHIOK!

I gotta sleep. Good night! ^^

JAPAN!

2008-10-12T21:51:00.012+08:00

JAPAN ===> INDONESIA ===> SINGAPORE

SCHOOL REOPENING TOMORROW!!! -.-

I still think the holiday is too short, especially the Japan trip. Everyone misses that!

It's really memorable~

Departure

1st dinner in Japan. Unagi! It was really tasty!

Fi and me playing with toys. Hahaha!

Fish offer! Buy 1 get 1 free. Hahaha...

We've graduated with flying colors!

Narita temple.

Yukata!

BANKAI!
Tea ceremony

This is the VA chart in Japan. So different.

My art work. Haha!

With Chloe-chan! Hahaha!

With Ah Gao-chan! =D
With my host family

The sunset in Choshi

The witches!

The last day of the trip we went to Disney Sea!

Mickey's ignoring me! =(

Shibuya

Oh how the hell this picture appears here. Haha! I lost to mugger!

The Indiana Jones

My favorite, Tower of Terror

With Minako-san

I miss everyone! I miss Japan. Two days ago I still dreamt of that trip. Hahaha!

Alright. Update soon. Gotta go.

Oyasuminasai! =D

2008-08-23T23:06:00.006+08:00

Phew~! I'm done with my house chore and here to update my stupid blog! Oh man! I sound like a house wife! -.-

Today, I woke up pretty early for my dental appointment. I chose the light pink color as usual(it's not because I love pink very much but I suit that colour the most) but it's OUT OF STOCK! Even the tooth brush! -.- The counter lady asked me to find at Watson or Guardian.

I then proceeded to the basement of Paragon and purchased this at Watson. The travel kit. I'm spending on uneccessary stuff again. Haha!

After the dental visit, I took the train to Aljunied and went to the library. My sis and Jia Hui reserved a seat for me.

After reading this in the library, I finally discovered that this toothpaste's for night used! But it's too late. -.-

And again, I didn't study much but read a lot of books in the library (including manga). Darn it! I wasted my time again!

Hey girls! Be careful!

Well, I've discussed this with Zi Wei and my sis before and we chose the BRAIN of course. You can be stupid enough to destroy your beautiful look.

By the MAO=Monoamide Oxidase! Okay! Enough of Ocular Pharmacology. It's over! And it's too late! -.-

I realised I'm really into Optom lame things recently. I remember having an online conversation with Edmund few days back while sneezing and complaining about my flu, and he said:

Edmund: Cut off your nose then!

Me: Ya. And change to higher 1 rite? Shiok!

Edmund: Haha...

Me: Eh cannot! Later difficult to do Van Herick!

Edmund: Lame lah!

*Internal joke* And I'm really lame. Haha!

This is a vulgar Japanese surname. WATANABE sounds like "wo de na beh". Jia Hui told me this. Haha!

I'm very happy because I've finished reading that manga, all the 4 seasons! YAY!

Instead of studying my weakest module, INTCL, I studied Ocular Pathology! And didn't even study much! -.-

INTCL just can't fit into my brain. I dunno why.

Studying = Happy, cheers! *as if*

Another pale face of mine. *sian*

Makan time! Jia Hui VS Banana~

Woo~My long long hair

Jia Hui

And the library is haunted by Jia Hui! Hahahaha... Banana's shaking her head at very high speed = BANANA MILK SHAKE. HAHA!
Facial muscle cramp. Hohoho...

My study mates. =))

Oh no! I seriously need motivation! Time constrains! =S

Someone please motivate me and stop me from slacking!

Yawns~ Hopefully tomorrow will be a productive study day.

Bye bye~

2008-08-21T23:07:00.004+08:00

Hello!

I'm here blogging again because I completely don't have the mood to study my INTCL!

Today is another meaningless day. I went to study at the library for my weakest module and at the end nothing went in!-.-

Instead of studying, I read a lot of magazines there. They're all about HAIR! I learn about hair care products that are useful to me. I really need to do something to my hair as I'm balding soon! =(

The hottest hairstyle in UK currently, August 2008, is the long, curly style. That's what I want! I mean, the hairstyle I'm aiming for is so 'now'! But I'm still considering whether to perm or not. The length is there. But the money's not there! -.- I wanna perm in Japan!

On the way home with sis, we saw a cat, sitting like a boss! So cute! Hahahaha!

We're walking along the corridor and chit-chatting. Here is our conversation:

Me: Eh, should I perm my hair? Damn it! I really feel like perming in Japan but so expensive!
Sis: Then you wanna dye or not? (and I mistook it as "die")
Me: Ok. Can. I can just jump down here.
Sis: Huh!?
Me: Die wat. Die lo! Jump down from here la!
Sis: I mean DYE! Color you hair! -.-
Me: OH! I thought you want me to die! DIE! HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH!
Sis: HAHAHHAHAHAHA! Idiot la you!

Hahaha! Dumb ass!

My sister. Studying for prelim.

Hahahaha! I'm taking my homy picture again. Pore-packing! And I look pale! Haiyo

Strabismus! Hahahaha! So ugly~

The study trip is cancelled as many people cannot make it. I'm studying with Bing Sheng tomorrow. He's now sneezing non-stop! HAHAHAHA! I transmitted my flu to him! Oh no! But somehow I'm feeling happy because of that. Oh man! I'm so evil! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Remember? I'm Witch Yuli! *evil smile*

Hohohohohohohoho~!

2 more papers to go.

GOOD LUCK, YULI!

2008-08-21T02:45:00.011+08:00

Okay okay! Here here... I'm updating my blog now. Yawns~ Yea. I admit it's really rotting.

Surprisingly, my blog's read by some people. Hmm.. I thought it's, well, so boring. Haha!

Oh ya! Before I start, I wanna scold some people in the tag board. -.-
Firstly, the "Guai Kia", Prem!
Don't act one Guai Kia and what!? AIRPORK! It's BABI okay! -.- You stupid chicken mutant XANTHELASMA! MWHAHAHAHA!

Secondly, the "BABI" Banana!
Oi! Shut up! Stop using BABI to scold a BABI! =P

I had my Ocular Pharmacology exam. I wasn't very well prepared due to my bloody flu! I thought I could recover within one day, who knows..... -.-

Anyway, needless to say, I did badly for that paper eventhough I was wearing my lucky panty(I presume that's the luckiest 1). I left 10 mins for the last essay question while I had not even completed some parts of the short questions. I spent too much time thinking. I was rushing like mad. *ugh*

The stupid babi like me always does stupid things. -.-

I learned my lesson. NEVER EVER STUDY AT HOME!

My room is not an ideal place for studying. The sound of PIE, cousin screaming is my music and the bed, wow! I can't resist its temptation.

Unfortunately, I can't go out with my rudolf's nose and sneeze without stopping.

Can anyone tell me what are the signs and sxs of NPC?

*sneeze*

Some random photos, with unproductive study methods. (Please don't do this at home, especially children!)

HAHAHA! This is the classic AUNTY's photo. This aunty here, wearing her pj, glasses and hairbend. My 'buang' and candid look lah! Enjoy laughing at this photo. =D

I HATE EXAMS! *roars*

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I didn't post about how I spent my time with my belove family when they came to Singapore for my cousin's wedding. So, here are some photos taken at that time. By looking at these photos, I feel homesick. -.-

With the kids, having party at the condo.

Molester!

These were taken during the dinner.

Daddy did not come along. Such a pity~

The 'chee gor pek' look! HAHAHAHA!

My cousin, Eny.

And they're on TV, Channel 8. Hehe~

Okay. That's all folks! Let's study hard for exam!

All the best to everyone! =D

2008-07-13T23:36:00.013+08:00

Whoo~! Happy birthday to me!

Yay! Although this day's not what I'd been looking forward but the people around me really make my day. =D

On Friday, I had an advance birthday celebration that my classmates prepared for me. Hey! They're so sweet, aren't they?

They prepared the belated celebration for Keli too.

Keli's and my cake. =)

The birthday girls

Cake cutting

And I sprained my right hand! -.-''

Thank you guys so much! Again, they made another birthday of mine meaningful. =D

The following pictures were taken during Opthalmic Optics lecture.

Mugger's candid! He was saying: OI! HAHAHA!

Miss Yeo Ling Zi. Hmm... She's teaching so seriously eh?

Retro specs! Hahahaha!

Vintage!

Vintage style on wrong model! HAHAHA!

Another wrong model!

A HUGE MISTAKE! HAHAHAHAHAHA!

Zi Wei and I discovered something after lesson ended.

This! The wishing pond!

But we're not that stupid till we made a wish there. The coin couldn't be flushed away.

After that, I went meeting Maina, Julia, Yen and Su for dinner.

AND WE FORGOT TO TAKE PHOTOS! -.-

I'm looking forward to another outing with them and take a lot more. Unfortunately, that will be without Maina around. She's doing back to Indo soon. =(

I'm definitely gonna miss her a lot!

I shall text her tomorrow for the farewell.

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It's SUNDAY!

My actual birthday.

And of course I left this special day for my babes.

But there's a change of plan. I met them in the evening instead of afternoon as I was visiting me beloved grandma! Heehee

Ah Ma rocks!

Ah Ma gave me a big red packet for birthday present! So sweet of her! >.<

I'm gonna squizzed some time for her although the practical exams are coming soon.

I phoned Mum and updated her about me and Banana. They are not very good news to her actually but she consoled me. =)

Surprisingly, she remembers my birthday! Usually she doesn't remember because this is the day she suffered pain for many hours to give birth to me, the 5 Kg big headed baby!

*touched*

The whole family is coming this Saturday for my cousin's wedding. Hehe! Family comes 1st. Practical comes 2nd.

Ah Ma wished me luck in study. Somehow I need to spend more time in improving my school work as well. Well, I'll just try my best. TRY MY BEST!

After that, rushed to City Hall.

We had our dinner at Crystal Jade. I didn't finish my food. I felt so guilty! :X

We girls had a great time chatting, chilled out there and kept laughing. The feeling was great! =D

This is my birthday cake. It's lovely!

I made 3 wishes. I told them my last wish which will hardly come true. Well, it's the last wish anyway. Just hoping that it will come true. Hehe!

I got a MP3 from them! I love it!

Banana and Ervina bought me a MP4. I love that too!

Banana spent her whole Saturday for me. It was really tiring for her! I was touched but I didn't show it. *too shy to tell her as I'm always the strong 1, act manly -.- *

Banana asked me to use the Mp3 as it's nicer. But I'm gonna use both. =)

MP3+MP4=MP7
(Adapted from Edmund Lim Wei Long. Don't blame me if you think it's lame. Haha!)

Of course, we took a lot of pictures! I don't really like flashes but they are still good! Haha!

Dianna! HEART

Yi Ting. HELLO!

Zi Wei. RAIN

Hui Li. ADOOGEN! LOL!

HORMAT!

Christina. The snow, WINTER SONATA.

My babes! YAY!

The birthday without them will be meaningless! =D

Gonna meet them up again after my busy weeks ahead. Hopefully everyone will be free.

And of course, I appreciate those who sent me wishes, regardless via SMS or friendster (Sorry that I can't list everyone out as there are too many) Thank you! =D

I hope this will be a great start of the year of my _ _ years old. Hehe

Bye~

Singlish

2008-07-10T00:13:00.010+08:00

Singlish is fun.

Hahaha!

Ah Lek was asked to make a sentence using 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9 and 10 . Not only did he do it 1 to 10, he did it again back to 1.

This was what he came up with...

1 day I go 2 climb up a 3 outside a house to peep. But the couple saw me, so I panic and 4 down. The man rush out and wanted to 5 with me. I run so fast until I felt 6 and throw up. So I go into 7 eleven and grab some 8 to throw at him. Then I took a 9 and try to stab him. 10 God he run away. So, I put the 9 back and pay for the 8 and left 7 eleven. Next day, I call my boss and say I am 6 . He said 5 , tomorrow also no need to come back 4 work. He also asks me to climb a 3 and jump down! I don't understand, I so nice 2 him but I don't know what he 1 .

2008-06-30T00:02:00.005+08:00

This is Shiro. The dog that always in Yusdi's display picture. I just found out that it's dead 1 year ago. :'( Poor Shiro!

I'm chatting with that Damn Yusdi now (in case you dunno, he's my younger brother in Indonesia). He's still as lame as usual.

I talked to Mummy. She allows me to go to Japan/Korea for the school trip! YAY! I hope I will ge t selected! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE! Onegai! >.<

Surprisingly, Yusdi said he doesn't play cyber games nowadays. HE'S LOOKING FOR GIRLFRIEND NOW! OMG! CAN YOU IMAGINE!? MY IDIOTIC BROTHER'S FINALLY INTERSTED IN GIRLS! Last few months he just told me that he's not interested in girls. His life is merely for cyber games.

He said, "lama2 juga bosan". WOW! o.O

Puberty boy, I guess.

What an unusual news from him. =P

He said he wants younger girls and ...

Yusdi says:
yang cantik yg setia yg baik
Yusdi sent 30/06/2008 1:03 AM:
YANG CANTIK
Yusdi sent 30/06/2008 1:03 AM:
BAIK
SETIA
Yusdi sent 30/06/2008 1:03 AM:
KWAOWKOAWOAK

Ah herm!

Name: Yusdi

Occupation: Student

Age: 16

Nationality: Indonesian

Status: SINGLE AND AVAILABLE! HOHOHO!

Hobbies: Gaming, IT

About him: Quiet, smart, he's not very vain (I'm trying to change him. He needs to work out and change his hairstyle!), etc.......... *lazy to describe*

HEY, YUSDI! I KNOW YOU ARE READING THIS! C'MON! YOU ARE TOO YOUNG! LOOK FOR GIRLS WHEN YOU KNOW HOW TO SURVIVE WITHOUT PAPA AND MAMA 1ST! AT LEAST BUY A CAR! (mampus lu!)

Yusdi dodol!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Good news:

JJ achieved the 1st position for his academic result
Evelyn achieved the 1st position for her academic result
Jacelyn achieved the 2nd position for her academic result
Their daddy's got a trophy for The Best Car Competition

Hey, Yusdi! WHAT DID YOU GET!!!!!????? -.-

*bleah*

Again, Yusdi dodol! =D

2008-06-29T00:09:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 1 MONTH OLD TO KAI XUAN! =D

There's a buffet party today, the baby girl Kai Xuan. She's such a pair of big eyes, very adorable.

She's the 1st baby of my previous landlord. I was invited to that celebration.

They're so happy being parents. Congratulation! =)

Before going to their place(Chai Chee), I went to Bedok Interchange Guardian to buy my stuff and H2HUB to buy saline. Then, I heard someone calling me, "Yulianti!". I turned back, that was Matthew, the dude. Then he went into the refraction room.

He was wearing that familiar thick pair of specs when he used to look nerd in secondary school time. After perchasing my stuff, he came out. He walked out and covered his face. He looks nerd! HAHA! And also shy. Then I said"Eh I make a move 1st ok? OIE! DON'T SHY LA! HAHAHAHA!" And he laughed.

He shouldn't have called me when he doesn't want people to see his not-so-good-looking sight but he still called me. So nice of him. :)

Matthew's case reminds me of myself.

When I wear specs and bump into my friends anywhere, I will try to avoid the greeting by looking away. I feel kinda bad. And this shows that my self esteem is low.

Unlike Matthew, his is high! Wow! o.O

I "sian-half". Someone said I gain weight compared to secondary school. -.-

This is why my self esteem is low.

I GOTTA BOOST IT!

Haha....

Hopefully.

I'm waiting for Mummy to come to Singapore next month! Yay!

That's all folks!

DOPT PTN

2008-06-10T00:20:00.017+08:00

Effects of UV on me:

fatigue
sun burn, skin gets darken (pain!)
dry hair
lips cracked
worsen complexion
ARGH!

That's what I don't like about having outing at Sentosa. UV kills!

The reasons I was there because I wanna support my class rep, Lim Yi Liang ( I don't wanna mention that FAT BING SHENG! HAHAHA!) and course mates, Shirlyn, Ayuni, Amanda, Jia Sheng for putting effort in organising such activities for everyone. Thank you, guys! =D

Of course, I enjoyed myself. =) I got to know some new friends from year 1. My new 'jie mei', KE JIE! TADA!!! =D

I was like mad girl with all the craps. Well, that's me. *drunk after milk*

In the morning *yawns*

Soon, we moved on to groupings. We're group 6.

Games:

Dodge ball
captain ball (bananas, tomatos, star fruits, oranges) *that's sinful*
water bombs
.... ( I dunno)

Sport? What's that?

This was the 1st time of me being so enthusiastic in ball games. Since secondary school, I always ROC (Relac One Corner). I'm not a sporty person but currently I've been influenced by Zi Wei, she said they're fun. Hmmm.... Not bad eh? ;)

HOWEVER..........

IT WAS SO UNFAIR!!!!!! I WANNA COMPLAIN! THE MEMBERS OF MY GROUP WERE ALL GIRLS! (including Ke Jie) HOW'RE WE GONNA WIN THE GAMES!!!?? #@*&%!

Anyway, we did our best. No regrets! Ha!

Dodge ball

Captain ball

Group 1 and group 6 members

Stupid Ameer! -.-

Hahahaha!

Gays!

Keli! So cute!

Beauties!

Kai Ting and I

I'm so tall!

Kellyn's sweet smile!

Cheers!

Many people left after lunch time. The groupings changed again. We merged with group 1 and became 'Ah Gao' group. -.- Thanks to that half naked year 1 boy. Haha! I couldn't stand playing under the hot sun! Ugh! Terrible!

I noticed some strong players: Matthew (he can jump so high as if he's at the moon!!), John Tham, Ameer, Chun Peng (Spelling?), and that number 13, year 1 from the group 'dunno leh' and a malay year 1 boy which I've forgotten his name and so and so that I dunno. If my group has 2 of them is enough to satisfy us! Haha!

Ruth is so cute! Haha!
This group has 4 strong players I mentioned previously. OF COURSE THEY COULD WIN LA!
-.- Their prizes are movie tickets. Congratulations!

More people left after that match.

Next, the time for the lecturers to play.

Mr Ng is so cute!!!! He's got very huge arms! OMG! Kinda scary!

Group photos!

My sayang, Pei Yu. Hahaha!
I'm starting to have eye bags! (no offence to Zi Wei! =P)

It's tiring but quite fun. I can't say that we really bond with the year 1s and 3s (may be just some of them?) But I can say that we enjoy our time with the classmates and some from other classes. Another sweet memory recorded! =)

After that, we went to Vivo City. HUI LI WAS LATE! -.-

And again, I SPENT MONEY! -.-

We got some stuff from TANGS and Forever 21.

This is what we got from TANGS. Mao Ze Dong's file?

NO! They're T-shirts!

We're deeply in love with our Mr. Mao. HAHAHAHAHA!

I gotta tell myself I MUST STOP SPENDING! Control and control!

Yawns! I'm tired.

Bye bye! *randomly end this post*

2008-05-19T02:26:00.008+08:00

Hi there, my mouldy blog, long time no see! I'm here to update.

I need to apologize to Frendy about the delayed BBQ photos. I'm rather busy recently. And as you know, I'm not a regular blogger. There're not many actually because ALL OF YOU WERE SO EXHAUSTED TO TAKE PHOTOS AFTER PLAYING FOR THE WHOLE NIGHT AND ONLY ME ALONE WHO WERE STILL HYPER AND ENERGETIC LIKE MAD! As a result, there were no group photos. Most of them with me in. =P

These were taken during Maina's birthday celebration at ECP when I stayed over till Saturday moring and slept for the whole Saturday and Sunday! *BABI*

Ah Su! Welcome to SP! =D

OMG! *sensored* This is M18! *-* Haha!

With the sweet birthday girl. =)

With Yessie!

See? Our Julia's not interested in taking photos at all. In fact, ALL OF THEM DON'T LIKE TAKING PICTURES! What's the point of bringing a camera? -.-

Yen Ting!

Kai Xin was forced to take this picture with me.

And so did Yen. Haha!

1 huge table's not enough for us. Haha!

See? I told you. There're just a few photos.

Anyway, I had a great time there. We'd not been meeting one another for so many years ( I guess, around 4 years?) and some have even lost contacts. We were talking about how we've been so far. Some of them have even got married with children!!! Times flies~

Besides that, we were sharing about ghost stories and paranatural facts. I thought I'd be fine with that but I actually had goosebumps! A horror movie lover having goosebumps is kinda rare eh? Haha!

That night was definitely not enough. From Frendy's blog entry, I heard there will be a chalet for another gathering? YAY! That would be great if it's really on! And provided I have the time. Hopefully it's taking place during my holiday.

Maina's gonna leave Singapore. I'm gonna miss her for sure. I'd have an outing with her before that.

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I read a book about cardiovascular exercise. It's interesting! That really attracts me!

As what stated in the book, the benefits of cardiovasular exercise are:

Healthy, fit, stronger body, reducing chances of getting hypertention, high cholesterol, diabetes etc
Healthy mind
Increase endurance
Stress management
A more happy self
and so on..... (which I can't remember all)

It also mentions about the process and duration with the eating habits we're adviced to follow. I think it's possible to lead such a life style. I think I am a healthy person but my lifestyle is not healthy enough as I lack of exercise.

I'm finally motivated to exercise for the sake of interest (instead of going for jogging just because the researchers found out that it's good for brain). HOWEVER.... This is what Jordon asked me to follow:

Meal 1(7am) : ~100g chicken breast,2 whole eggs,spam broccoli,2 caps fishoil
Meal 2(9.30am-10.30am) : ~150g meat(salmon,beef,pork,chicken).spam vegetables,2 caps fishoil
Meal 3 :(12.30noon-2pm) ~100g meat, handful of nuts(walnuts/almonds/cashews), spam vegetables, 2 caps fishoil
Meal 4(PWO)(4pm): 2 scoops Whey Protein + 1.5 tblspn Glucolin
Meal 5(6pm) : ~150g meat,spam vegetables,2 caps fishoil
Meal 6(8pm) : ~100g meat,2 caps fishoil
Approx caloric value from meat = 1500
Approx caloric value from nuts = 350
Approx caloric value from fishoil = 100
Approx caloric value from eggs = 150
Approx caloric value from vegetables = 200(negligable)
Approx caloric value from whey + glucolin = 400
Total Protein = ~210gTotal Carb = ~60gTotal Fat = ~157gTotal caloric value = ~ 2500
Non workout days = No PWO = ~2100Total Protein = ~170gTotal Carb = ~20-30gTotal Fat = ~150g150g of meat can be replaced by 4 eggs.

Which is SO IMPOSSIBLE! How am I gonna make eating every 3 hours as my daily habit!? >.<

But Jordon is the most successful case I've ever seen.

I'm gonna forget about cardio. Sleep and eat as usual. -.- THE END

2008-05-03T01:37:00.002+08:00

I had a wonderful break on Thursday. Not only it's Labour Day but also CHRISTINA'S BIRTHDAY! Woots~! I had a great time at Cafe Cartel with the girls while planning surprise for the birthday girl and at the same time very hard time when looking for present. -.- Haha!

The girls are really PROCASTINATORS! I have to mention their names: ZI WEI, DIANNA and HUI LI! THE REGULAR LATE COMERS! Only Yi Ting and I were punctual(actually, I used to be one of them. =P) Anyway, I am building the habit of being on time. I gotta be on time for every lecture. I wanna be a goooooood student! Yay! *nerdy smile*

I'm so into nerds now. Seriously, they're hot! (Omigod! I think I'm psycho. -.-)

Zi Wei and Yi Ting look gorgeous with the new dresses they'd just bought and wear immediately! I'm too broke to shop for any clothes(Oie! Stop saying I'm filthy rich or things like that 'cos I'm not!).

I need the photos from them. I shall upload them next time. They will tell the story. =D

The sad thing is, the next day all of us gotta attend lessons as usual. We couldn't chill out for a longer time. Friday's such a bloody long day with all the lectures! Jeez! I was so tired. AND THE STUPID WEATHER IS KILLING ME! BLOODY HELL! I feel like I'm put inside the microwave oven! The pimples just can't stop growing! So fed up! >.<

*Yawns* That's all for today.

To be continued....

Happy Birthday!

2008-04-27T03:12:00.005+08:00

I'm officially bankrupt! HAHAHA! Yea. I've been spending a lot of money these few days. But I'm fine with it because of birthdays(my buddy, Adam and my best friend, Dianna)! I had great fun.

On Friday after my lesson ended, I went to Woodlands to meet up with Ting Hui and Azri to celebrate Adam's birthday. We were planning to give him a surprise but at the end..... -.- Long story. I shan't elaborate it further. I've never been successful of creating birthday surprises for Adam! I think it's fated. Zzzz... Damn it!

Anyway, we enjoyed the celebration very much although it wasn't very long because Adam gotta have his dinner with his family. Sweet!

I received 2 fantastic news. Adam won his basket ball match and Azri has become the president of Ngee Ann Polytechnic Concert Band! Congratulations!

Today is a tiring day. In the afternoon, we gotta go to school for extra retinoscopy practical due to Labour Day. Retinoscopy not an easy practical. I have difficulties in identifying 'with' and 'against' movement. Ugh! Everyone's kinda stressed out. Well, may be not all but majority of us. Although I got my results pretty acurate with Yi Liang as my subject, but my confidence's not built. I guess I was merely lucky. I dunno. I gotta work hard for that practical. It's quite interesting but overall it's still sucky. AJA AJA FIGHTING!

Due to the practical, I couldn't doll up for Dianna's birthday celebration because dresses are not allowed for practical sessions. We have to wear jeans, top with sleeves and covered shoes. Bloody hell! What a cuckoo rule! Wasted! We hardly have chance to go out with her. I think I looked lethargic. My eyes were small. -.- Alamak! Fed up! I became less hyper! Zzzz...

SABOTAGE! Hahaha!

After the celebration, all of us went chit chatting at Starbucks. We hardly have chance for complete reunion. We were planning travel trip for September holiday. Cool eh? We're going to Indonesia! Hahaha! So exited!

Tomorrow will be another long day yet I'm still awake! Omigod! It's really late now! I'm dead!

2008-04-24T00:54:00.002+08:00

Wooo~!! Mummy is in Singapore now! That was so rare of her to come. But just so short. She's going back later. I can't send her off because the practical will end very late. *sigh* Everyday except Monday is such a long day in school. Year 2 of Optometry course is really something.

I'm very stupid! I FORGOT TO BRING THE EYE CREAM THAT I BOUGHT FOR MUMMY! And she's going back. I can't even pass to her! *GRRRRRR* Stupid me!

We had steamboat at aunt's place for dinner. After the dinner we watched TV together. My cousin, cousin-in-law and my CUTE NEPHEW, DEVIN also came! DEVIN IS SOOOOO CUTE but naughty! As usual, he did a lot of funny things to make us laugh again. Hahahaha! Had a great time with them.

We were watching a make over TV programme on Channel 8. The not-so-pretty girls underwent make over and became much prettier. However....

Cousin-in-law: Eeeeh! None of them is pretty!
Cousin: Aiyer! This kinda looks can appear on TV? Modelling!? OMG!
Mum: Wah! Her nose cannot make it lah! So ugly! How come the shape is like that?
Me: Eh ma! Stop critisizing others leh! The retribution is on me! Your daughter looks terrible too!
Everyone: LOL!

Everyone is starting to urge me to look for a boyfriend. *sigh* My cousin said I'm so old yet still remain single. Mummy said I have high expectation. I told them I don't but just don't have the time. I thought only friends will rush me but now even my family has started doing it.
-.- Well, I'm not gonna care! =P

As Zi Wei lives near my aunt's place, I asked her to come down to the play ground as I brought Devin to play there. She has been wanting to see him. She said he is as adorable as what he appears in the pictures but she didn't expect him to be so tiny. Hahaha! She shared her waffle with him.

As Zi Wei was looking at how I took care of Devin, she said, "Eh Yuli, you really very 'aunty' leh." HAHA! I'm pro when come to children ok! *consoling myself*

Although I'm very tired of keeping them accompany after school but these days're enjoyable. I'm gonna miss them very much! >.<

Bye~

2008-03-23T01:31:00.010+08:00

Hello there! I'm back again!

Things happened. Lemme just post about those positive ones. I'm not gonna express those negative ones out. Let's be optimistic! =)

I had really great fun today. My nephew, Devin came to Singapore! It's so coincidence. I was just missing him last night and I even sent Ah Neh some of his photos while chatting with him online. Haha! I'm lucky, ain't I?

Alright. Let's take a look at my cute nephew. I love his smile, especially when he shows his dimples! >.<

Ah Neh said this one is the best! HAHAHA! CUTE!

After the band practice, I immediately took the direct bus to aunt's place to visit my cousin-in-law and my nephew. He was taking afternoon nap then. I took a nap too.

My cousin-in-law and I planned to go shopping after Devin woke up but it was raining. At the end, we didn't go shopping. My cousin took us to have dinner at Yuki Yaki with his fiance, his friend and a Japanese client, Mr. Yoshi. It was suppose to be a business outing and I realised we're a bit 'extra'. =/ But it was my cousin's suggestion for asking us along so.. yea..

Anyway, it was enjoyable especially while playing with the ice cream. Mr. Yoshi kept praising my nephew for being so kawaii! He really made a lot of funny actions as usual. Haha!

Such a pity I didn't bring my camera! =( I should have taken a lot of pictures today.

I'm going out with them again tomorrow. =)

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Since I'm having the blogging mood now(which is really rare -.-), lemme post about the outing with DOPT seniors, Edmund, Jeric, Kin Meng, Ben and their Lao Da. Kit Kat didn't go because he's working. It was also enjoyable and fun.

We went for movie and steamboat(Ben and LD didn't join us) and oh ya! The dessert shop that Kin Meng recommended. Hahaha! Such a pity Zi Wei wasn't there and didn't take picture with Ben and their Lao Da! =( That's the wasted part.

The movie Rule #1's alright. It's not scary enough. I didn't even understand the ending until Kin Meng and Shirlyn explained to me.

The steamboat was disappointing. Not only the price has increased, the taste didn't satisfy me at all. We shouldn't have taken our dinner there since it wasn't really a reunion. We should have gone to somewhere like Swensens, Crystal Jade, Thai Express or somewhere like that.

We were chatting a lot while having dessert and I'd just realised that was my first time having black sesame soup (I'm not sure of its English name, but I know the Chinese call it 'Zhi Ma hu')!!!! I mistook it for another one and at the end I got laughed by all of them. Hahahaha! I'm so dumb!

As usual, I was crapping a lot and hyper active especially at Kinokuniya. Shirlyn was helping her friend to buy a book (so sweet of her! >.<). Jeric and Edmund were complaining about that. Haha! Well, it was done deliberately to disturb them. If not, it would be so not me right? Hahaha! *Witch Yuli's giggles*

Guys really don't like taking pictures. We almost dragged the three of them for neoprints! Kin Meng was so supportive while Jeric and Kin Meng showed reluctant faces. Hahaha! Well, they are very lucky because we no longer know how to take neoprints after stopping for some years. As a result, we took only one picture which is this.... Can you see how shiny my braces is? Not lip gloss ok! Hahaha!

Windi was somehow there because he was working for the road show. We bumped into him while walking around and one more thing, Kin Meng really resembles my Dad! His friends are everywhere! >.< Hahaha!

They've graduated. Although we've just known them for about a year, they've been great help during our year 1. I'm very grateful to them. I wish them luck for their life ahead. Take care, friends! =D

BANANA CURSE!

2008-03-10T01:25:00.005+08:00

My life is in a mess due to BANANA CURSE, the curse that I can't get rid of.
T.T

HELL! BANANA CURSE! HELP!!!!

*Only Banana and I know about this* =P

2008-02-29T01:52:00.005+08:00

Seems like I'm very lost in carrying out what I've planned for this holiday. Damn it!

What shall I do? I really don't feel like going to Bintan Island. I just don't have the mood. EWIN CHEW and MOHAMMAD HAIQAL BIN MOHAMMED IBRAHIM! YOU GUYS ARE VERY TROUBLESOME! I AIN'T YOUR MAMA! *grrr* 10th March!? STRESSSSSSS!

BYE! *frustrated*

2008-02-26T22:30:00.008+08:00

I was asked to update my 'ulu ulu' blog. I'm feeling so lazy. Hehe.. Sorry sorry. This blog is undergoing a chemical reaction called decomposition. I'm stopping it now. Haha! Continue reading it and it's gonna bore you. Lalala~!

Result is coming out soon! Scary man! I AM ABSOLUTELY SURE THAT MY GPA IS GONNA FALL! I'm sorry Mummy, Papa, Ah Ma. I'll work harder next time. I'm sure you're not blaming me right? Haha. You are the best!

I've been spending for about a month in Indonesia. What I do everyday are just eating, sleeping, watching TV, visiting grandma, looking after the children and helping Mummy. I've been chatting a lot with Mummy. I could finally understand the problems she's been facing all these while. I'm feeling so useless that I can't do anything to help her. I don't have the ability to change everything. What I can do is just cheer her up with some new things I discovered. I've been sharing some interesting things with her.

However, I'm really clumsy. Sometimes I'll do mistakes and made a mess. Few days ago I almost burnt the house while boiling water because I fell asleep. Luckily Mummy reached home at the right time. The water left half. *Phew* I'm so careless!

The CNY this year really bores me, not as lively as ever. Moreover, I fell sick on second day. I had a flu but I still went to the beach with my family. Hahaha! I lied back in the car. I missed the views. I asked banana to take the pictures for me.

Our first group of guests. They are always the earliest every year. Haha!

Along our way to the beach. Very green and 'ulu ulu'
Nature

The siblings

Mummy and Papa

Banana is flying!
I look so pale. Poor me. My nose was very red and I kept tearing

He is so SKINNY!!!!
JJ's art work. Haha!
JJ took this while I was chatting in MSN. How many legs do I have?

The view from my house.

And the fireworks.

Xixi and me =)

Lion dance

After CNY, my cousin's getting married. Everyone is busy with the ceremony. SELAMAT BAHAGIA! =)

Haha! He is super adorable. 15 months baby behaves like a 3-year-old.

Tian Tian and me. The cousins

Lovely couples! =D

My princesses
My prince. Haha!
The wedding dinner was like a gathering with the relatives. A lot of them couldn't recognise me! Have I really changed that much? I got pinched again. My poor cheeks! =(

Okay. As what I've promised, I've summarised the whole month. Haha! Enjoy reading. If you have insomnia just read my blog.

Cya~

2008-01-16T03:13:00.000+08:00

Hello! Long time no see. Suddenly I feel like updating my 'cuckoo' blog at such hour. I can't sleep. Haha! Luckily there is no lesson later.

There's something troubling me right now, my GEMS, drama appreciation.

I might seem like I don't care at all. I don't voice out as often as what some people in the group do. This is because it's my first experience in drama. I don't have anything useful to share with everyone. But I really treasure the time we have for the rehearsals. I'm so worrying about the final production this coming Friday. IS THIS COMING FRIDAY! And the script underwent super last minute modification. The rehearsals were not productive. I estimated that there's no full attendance for 90% of the rehearsals carried out. Everything is so messy. How I wish we have more time to rehearse, unless I own a Doraemon! -.- Well, a bit lame huh? 'cos my cousin kept watching it from youtube recently so I came out with this idea.

Frankly speaking, I disliked the role (a hip hop dancer) I got initially. I found it boring and I know nuts about hip hop dance. However, I learned to accept that. I believe professional actors or actresses will have to accept whatever role they get. I attended rehearsals and learned how to dance (I'm such a bad dancer! -.- ) Soon, I started to like my role. I think it suits me because I don't have to speak a lot (because of my ultra bad pronunciation!). Haha!

Anyway, I'm still thinking what will happen to my drama group. Can we get an A? Hardly possible? So what about a B? I'm gonna cry if I get a C for drama! It'll be the first C of my result in Polytechnic. CHOY! TOUCH WOOD!!!

It's not a matter of my GPA value or what but it's my interest. It's only a 2 credits module. But I do have passion in drama just that I don't show to my drama group members. I'm very serious about it although I don't seem so. If I don't like drama, I won't be joining it alone (SOLO MAN!) at the first place. It's an interesting module but I guess I've to complete this GEMS unfruitfully. It's kinda sad right? There's nothing I can do. *sigh*

Banana's just attended a motivational workshop in her school. She shared what she's learnt with me. She told me:
10% EVENT + 90% RESPONSE = 100% OUTCOME

Thus, I have to make 90% positive response. I hope this strategy works. Haha!

Yes. I shall adapt this habit. It makes perfect sense.

Hmm... May be miracle will happen? o.O Haha! Who knows?

Before that, I have to go for Ocular Physiology test 2. This few weeks will be very stressful because of EXAMS!!!

Exam is scarier than horror movie! Let's SCREEEAAAAMMMMM!!!

Alright. I gotta stop here.

Bye bye!

Oh ya! And I wish everyone all the best in exam. =)

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2008!

2008-01-01T04:52:00.000+08:00

On 31st December 2007, I reached Singapore in the evening. I went home to put my stuff first and immediately went meeting the girls at City Hall MRT station platform. Initially, we planned to go to Esplanade to see the fireworks but it was too crowded there. Thus, we decided to go to Clark Quay.

The battery of my phone's flat so I charged for a while. While charging, I SMS-ed my Mummy. It goes like this: (Chinese translation)
"*in an ultra polite tone* Mum, I've reached Singapore safely. Sorry for not informing you earlier cos the batt's flat. I am here to wish u happy new year in advance. *and I added* 2008 'HUAT' ah!" LOL!

I think she might think something's wrong with my mind and said "My daughter is crazy and lame!" Haha!

Zi Wei and Lester reached around 11.50 pm. Luckily they were on time for the count down. From Clark Quay, we could actually see the fireworks although at certain moment we got blocked by the bus. Some people were cursing the bus for blocking (I also was cursing at first. =X Ugh! Sorry uncles!) But after that I realised that those bus drivers were so innocent because that wasn't their fault. So I went "Hey! Those bus drivers are so poor thing because they got cursed for nothing!" and the crowds were laughing at me. HAHA! Crap!

The fireworks were so BEAUTIFUL! I took some pictures and video to show my younger brother, Yusdi. Yusdi loves fireworks but this year he cannot be here to count down with us. Mum and Dad didn't allow that.

After the countdown, we stood there for quite a long time to decide where to go next. I suggested ECP but our thousand gold, Yi Ting lives in Kovan. She couldn't go to the places we suggested. Haha! Thus, we decided to settle down at a cafe for some chit chat. We walked around and discovered the Coffee Club. So we waited for seats there. We saw a lot of drunkards. Hmm... And they were really drunk, unlike me who only know how to act drunk. Haha!

I hate my hair especially the fringe. It's utterly FLATTTTT!!! Damn! I look even chubbier now. Alamak!!!!I need to go to school tomorrow. I have no cap because Banana lost my favorite Roxy cap. Hell! How!? I dunno any magic to make my hair longer. Argh! Die! See see? So UGLY!

Our thousand gold is an extra. Lalalala~! *bleah* HAHA!

Hey! Look at this! Where is my drink!? They're bullying me with plain water! *sobsob* Haha!

2008!
Sweet couple
Lovely couple
Lesbianism! o.O Nah nah! She has her vitamin B. We're perfectly straight. Haha!

I had a great holiday in my hometown. As usual, I eat and sleep and eat and sleep. I will turn into a PIG!

It's bed time!

Retarded!

Yusdi was not smiling! -.-

JJ's toy

I chatted a lot with Mummy. I could feel that she's starting to treat me like a grown-up. Hmm... That's what I expected long ago. Everyone's been treating me like a little girl compare to my cousin who is younger than me because she looks very mature. I look like a kid! I don't mind though. Haha!

Again, I asked Mummy about her eyes. I've asked Mr Tham and Mrs Tan Lili about mummy's visual problem. Mr Tham suggested mummy to have an eye check up. Mrs Tan said mummy might develop early stage presbyopia. Her night vision is fine and she can see far objects very clearly. When comes to near objects, she can't see well peripherally. What's wrong with her eyes? She assured me she's okay but that doesn't ease my worry. She said she'll have her eye check up at Mount Elizabeth but I wonder if she's serious about it. She doesn't care about her health. *sigh* My mum is stubborn.

Optometry year 1 = Can't do anything. =.=

Grandma's got eye problem too. She has cataract. She's also a bit photophobic. Unlike mummy, she's coming to Singapore a few days later for LASIK surgery at Mount Elizabeth (again? hmm.. Because a lot of Indonesians trust that hospital. I dunno why). If possible, I'd like to go with her. Hopefully I won't be very busy on that day.

I went visiting grandma and met some relatives. The best comment I heard: "Hey! You lost weight." Man! I was feeling so good! Haha! But of course there is a question that I don't like to hear which is:"Do you have a boyfriend?" Urgh! STOP ASKING ME THIS! =.=

On Saturday night, we had our dinner at our favorite restaurant, 'Pondok Kuring'. The food was GREAT! All the spicy food suits our taste. No matter how many times we eat at that restaurant we won't get sick of the food there.

Mummy and Daddy.

JJ is getting fatter and fatter while Yusdi is still so skinny! =.= I advised him to work out his body. HE'S TOO SKINNY!

Such a pity Banana wasn't there.

I took out some photo albums. I discovered Banana's unglam moment! See this!
MWAHAHAHA!

I showed Mummy and she was laughing too. Haha!

This is me. I have big head right?
Big head = intelligent???
I DISAGREE!
This is Yusdi. So cute!

Time flies~ We've all grown up.

It's 2008. What's gonna happen next?

I've made a wish in this 2008. I am not greedy because I just made ONE wish, which is:
I WISH WHATEVER WISH I MAKE MAY COME TRUE.
See? I'm not greedy right? Haha!

This 2008 is another starting point! I gotta jia you!

Next challenge: YEAR END EXAMS! Good luck to me! =)

MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR~

2007-12-25T03:20:00.000+08:00

HELLO EVERYONE!
MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Lemme make some wishes:

Have great year ahead with my family
more money for nice clothings, shoes, bags, etc
I wish to have more fun with my jiemeis, cliques, buddies, friends, etc
Hopefully I can do well in my study ( Just hoping that my GPA won't be deteriorating too badly although I somehow know it will)
losing more weight, although it's quite impossible with the rate of metabolism I have.
and... to be continued..... Can't really think of anything else. Haha...

Zi Wei and I went meeting Christina and Yi Ting at about 5 plus at City Hall. Initially, we just walked around at Marina Square while waiting for dinner time. As we didn't really have the shopping mood, we relaxed at Mc Cafe.

In Mc Cafe, we were chatting, crapping like crazy, laughed non-stop! Haha! People around us thought we were crazy I guess. Just a simple scarf, christmas hat, and we could play like mad! HAHAHAHA! FIlling with laughters! NICE!

Present from Christina~

The birthday gift for Vitamin B, Burberry perfume! Haha! Yi Ting is crazy!

Then, we had dinner at Asian Kitchen at Marina Square. The food was okay. We didn't get to eat the 'xiao long bao' we wanted. Haha! And again, we laughed and laughed non-stop! Hahaha! Happy happy! I love laughing!

After dinner, we were stucked! We didn't know where to go. After a long negotiation with James bla bla bla...... we decided to go to PS for movie with Lester's classmates. They are friendly people. We made new friends today. Hehe!

At the end we didn't get to catch the movie. We headed to Orchard Road to count down. The decorations were so beautiful. We wanted to take pictures. Unfortunately, my camera ran out of battery! -.-

I had fun during the count down. Along the way, I got sprayed like crazy by those bangala and strangers! Moreover, my weapon was a crap! I only used perhaps about five minutes then run out of foam!
=.= I was always the target to spray even though I'm so short. Damn! But my aiming for revenge was not bad though. Hahaha!

See? People were spraying and spraying.

Half way during the countdown, I was feeling sleepy. *yawns* Perhaps I wasted too much energy from laughing. Haha! Everyone was spraying and spraying. Mine? Finished long ago.. =.=

And this evening, I went to town again with Jordon and boss. Initially, they came to the McDonald's near my place to copy my Ocular Anatomy notes. I redrew 2 chapters. Overall, we didn't study anything! ARGH! The test is on 27th! Hell! Hopefully I can pass with flying color.

My purpose of going to Orchard was not celebrating X'mas. i had enough fun during the count down. My purpose was to buy the 2008 Hello Kitty schedule book from Kinokuniya. Last few days was out of stock. Finally I got that! So happy! Hehe...

I must thank Jordon and boss for accompanying me there. Haha! Well, tomorrow really have to study. REALLY MUST STUDY FOR THE TEST! IT'S ALREADY THE LAST MINUTE PREPARATION!

*sigh* Optometry is a stressful course. Optometry students have to go to school for test during festive season. How 'nice' eh? Haha!

Good luck to everyone for the test. Bye~

My short yet busy holiday

2007-12-24T02:15:00.000+08:00

This two weeks holiday is definitely NOT ENOUGH for me. It's TOO SHORT! Actually the MOE shouldn't make it a holiday. I'd rather finishing up the year 1 earlier and have longer holiday at the end of the semester (perhaps 3 months?) Hmm... So greedy of me. Haha!

So far, I've been enjoying this holiday. Most of the days I went out with friends. Concerts, shopping trips, steamboat bla bla bla. And later, I'm gonna countdown with my beloved girlfriends. Yay!

Lemme post some photos I's taken so far.

These photos were taken when we were having Gellare with Hui Li and Dianna.

Yay! With WGSSB peeps. Sufi was having a concert at Esplanade. JC band fest. That was owesome! I enjoyed that very much.
I thought of watching movie with them. But most likely it's cancelled. *sigh* No choice. But still, we'll try to meet again asap. Hehe! I miss them man!

On Thursday, I went shopping with Christina, Yi Ting and Zi Wei. Hui Li had to work till the end of festive season. =.=
Dianna has gone back to Indonesia( I ENVY HER! BANANA HAS GONE BACK TOO! I AM ALONE HERE!) I have to stay here till I finish Ocular Anatomy test! I HAVEN'T STUDIED YET! OMG! OH YA! AND THE RWP INDIVIDUAL REPORT! HELL! How how? Hmm.. *chill* HACK CARE! After X'mas then decide what to do. Haha!

Poor Yi Ting had a hard time choosing present for her Vitamin B! -.- Haha! She is made up of sugar. Christina bought for James too. Zi Wei hasn't bought for Lester yet. I don't have to buy! Wooohooee! Single is better right? Haha!

On Saturday, I went for Alumni Band pratice. Again, I was disappointing! =( I still couldn't get use to playing the saxophone with braces on my teeth. Not only it's painful but the air kept escaping from the tips of the lips. *sigh* When will I be able to adapt this? I'm not giving up! WOW! Try again next practice!

After the band practice ended, I went meeting with the 01 peeps. Alvin woke up at around dinner time so he didn't come! =.= Night cat! Haha! Rachel didn't join us too. As a result, I was the only non-01. Haha!

We came across this autograph session by a singer called 'Zuo Wen Xuan'. Well, I dunno this singer. Most of her fans are BOYS! Whoo! She's kinda kawaii type such that the teenage boys admire her. She has sweet voice though. The 'Donut' song suits her well. =)

After everyone's arrival, we headed for steamboat. We headed to steamboat restaurant.

Not this restaurant! This is a pub! Jia Sheng longed to go in. LOL!

Dinner time! Itadakimasu~

Evan's table! HAHAHA! Very appetising eh?

Boss! When he was in primary school. LOOK AT HIS HAIR! CLASSIC MAN! HAHAHAHA!

Emo~
Mr Tham is buying ice cream. Haha!
Hey! Get lost! Not your birthday!
It's THEIRS, the December babbies! Happy birthday to Merlyn and Calvin!
=D
Evan! So cute when eating ice cream right?Haha!

Tissue tissue! 3 for 1 dollar 3 for 1 dollar! Ke lian ke lian me leh! HAHAHA!
Alright. Don't say I only know how to make fun of my boss okay? I AM GONNA PRAISE HIM HERE! (Hopefully he's not reading this. If not his chin will be very high up! HAHA!)
My boss is a very kind person. While we were having dinner, an uncle was selling tissue(the 3 for $1 kind). My boss immediately took out the money and bought from that poor uncle. He gave him $2. The uncle was gonna return him the change but he asked the uncle to keep the change. See? My boss has golden heart. Haha! *Salute* Keep it up, Boss! Hees~

*Humph*

Wah! Mood swing! Now, they are smiling.

Evan and I

Jia Sheng was insulting my genetic make-up. =P

Full moon!
And finally, the group photo!
These few days was tiring but fun!

Hopefully I am able to take more pictures later during the X'mas countdown. Hehe!

Wow! It's very late now. 4.50 a.m.

I shall sleep soon.

Bye bye~

Holiday is my day

2007-12-16T03:22:00.000+08:00

Suddenly I feel like updating my blog.

I guess this is the time for me to forget about those troubles and get rid of the 'no life's life I have just gone through a few weeks before (although the lecturers will tell us to brush up what we cannot catch up during this 2 weeks or something like that) but well, I don't care anymore. I'm tired of it already and very disappointed of what I achieved at the end. I'm absolutely sure my GPA will drop very badly. I dunno how to tell grandma if it really happen. Let's pray that she will not ask me next year. Ha! What an unfillial grand daughter I am!

I went for Banana's concert with Azri, Adam, and Ting Hui. It was her first concert. She was nervous like hell man!!! And she couldn't sleep well the night before. Funny la! Hahaha! But she didn't do badly for the solo though. I thought she would screw up because she was really like a "gan jiong" spider and kept whining that the conductor said she did not play her parts well. Stage fright (I have that too =[). Ervina's part, using utensils to create music, was really cute! I love that. And I finally saw his real person. Well, a little bit looks like Crayon Shinchan. Hahaha! And he melted the chocolate I gave him. -.-

Feeling glad that Ervina likes the present I gave her. She loves blue so the theme is BLUE. I read Uncle Yeo's blog and he was thanking me for the chocolate too. Hehe!

I don't wanna post the photos because I looked like a zombie on that day. I was lack of sleep, look exhausted and received a bad news before I went for the concert. I didn't expect that such that I was really upset and disappointed. Now things turn up so badly but I don't have to worry because I did nothing wrong. It's just so apparent.

I am lucky that I was feeling much better during and after the concert. After the concert, I went eating supper at 'Lau Pa Sat' with Adam, Ting Hui and Azri. Thanks to Adam for the Lemsip. It was so thoughtful of him. =D

The next day after the concert, I was worse than a zombie. I wanna go off half way of Pathology tutorial. Mr Tham'd granted me the permission too. But I was too weak to walk. I didn't attend the Drama rehearsal too. *sigh*

01 peeps joined us for the tutorial. Stupid boss(Jeffery Tan) said I look so funny when I'm sick, like a person who had just bankrupt. He used bankrupt to describe. Crazy! Haha!

Then, I went to Mount Elizabeth hospital and bought medicine to treat nasopharingeal blah blah blah. I didn't expect to be so expensive so did mum. So I only bought for 1 month supply.

Boss and Jia Sheng text me and asked how I was feeling. I thanked them for their concerns and told them I was fine. The 01 peeps are very funny. Prem wanna help me take revenge man! Haa! Cool down cool down! I wonder which day of the holiday we can meet to have some fun with them. This will be quite a busy yet enjoyable holiday. =)

Things to do:

Have an outing with classmates
Have an outing with 01 peeps
Have an outing with Elizabeth, Stacy, Sarah, Qi Zhu and etc
Have an outing with Yi Ting(OMIGOD! I just recalled that I forgot to reply her SMS!! So sorry, Yi Ting!), Dianna, Hui Li, Christina, Zi Wei(although I see her almost everyday! Haha!)
Bowling with Adam, Azri and etc
Going back to Indonesia after the tasks that mummy gave me has completed or may be after the Ocular Anatomy test. I'm not very sure yet.
Shopping for clothings (a sweater from Dorothy Perkins has been targeted! Oh ya! And a Titus watch)
Revision! If possible but it's crucial because I haven't prepared anything to teach Prem the schematic eye and Rachel wanted me to tutor her too. Oh man! I must be motivated! Gotta ask someone to help me.

Later in the evening I'm gonna meet Adam, Azri and the rest to watch Sufi's concert at Esplanade! Yay! I'm gonna enjoy that!

I lost some garbage (I didn't know that initially) but the treasures are with me. I shouldn't be so upset because the treasures are with me. I treasure friendship. If you don't treasure it, then too bad, you will know what the outcome is. Believe it?

I am homesick~

Look at the bright side :)

2007-12-12T23:20:00.000+08:00

Kinda stressed out recently. But not just because of the school works that piled up. A lot of things happened. Well, it can't be helped. Gotta face it positively.

Hopefully I did okay for the reports and tests. Now, I'm sick. Bad weather. *sigh*

Term break is coming up. Gotta have some fun with friends. I deserve that! HAHA!

Good night =)

How do you live your life?

2007-11-30T22:05:00.000+08:00

How You Life Your Life

You are honest and direct. You tell it like it is.

You tend to avoid confrontation and stay away from sticky situations.

You tend to have one best friend you hang with, as opposed to many aquaintences.

Some of your past dreams have disappointed you, but you don't let it get you down.

Haha! Nothing to blog. So boring~!

Busy weeks ahead. *sigh*

Cya~